My First Poem

(With certain changes)

By: Talha Masud

Don’t say that you left me my ‘dove’

Don’t think that I am out of the way

Living without you is just pushing the wheel of life

As there is not will, and no way

I knew that you would go from my life

As I never took care of my precious things

The happiest span of time is no longer there

It came like a flash and flew with the wings

I still remember your first word, your first message and your first gaze

From ‘Dove’ it all started and carried on with a rapid pace

I often wept when I couldn’t bear the pain that also reflected on my face

I am loving to weep for you as your coming back is like gleams of rays

I derived my life with you, people may laugh on my insanity

I know that being in a true love is as like protecting one’s virginity

I never wished to put you in any serious calamity or self-pity

My heart will prefer to stop it’s function knowing my love’s inviolability

You teased me, I was a jealous person, I must admit

Though I always denied my this trait

But do you take it a bad of a habit

When I was envious that others may spoil my fate

I miss your lazy voice when you were sleepy enough to talk

I miss your breaths which made me a crazy lover to balk

But my nights are cursing me when they stopped expecting your emergence

And my days, stressed out, apathetic and my feet heavy enough to stalk

What to say my love as it is so hard for me to survive

I have given you my entire world yet all my life

I know you care for me but you don’t pose

I may be a burden of you for more to be alive

I want to live, I want to die, and I can not make my mind

One thing is for sure that if I live it would be a dead living

I never felt that I would ever be able to create some poetry

The pain of a dead life is hard for me to get skipping

I only pray for you to be happy, victorious and a girl with high stance

I, from some corner of the world with tears in my eyes would smile for you

That special day, I would never be selfish to think that you had been my lost love

But my cheers would speak my feelings that I only wished to make you, a YOU

I know you will have someone in your life

And I may never be informed by a mail or a letter

Now I only hope and never open my eyes to break my dream

That if that ’someone’ is me, then it would be a lot better……………………………